MY FAULT...

موضوع: MY FAULT... الثلاثاء يوليو 22, 2008 4:43 pm

Some times I feel that I have to work hard to get what I need ... but I don't know why I feel like that I have a huge wall between me and my deep self, I really want to change my self and be from the perfect people here in the world in all ways specially in my study ...but I really want to know what the capital reason that made of me one of the biggest losers...I really want to have my own accomplisher life ...I want to join the university like all my fiends ... I want to succeeding ...I want to change my whole life and make it better...
But...
When Ii think about this change that I want to attaining, and when I take my decision to start a new step, some thing in my heart and my maid make me fail then I break inside …
I really don't know what's going on… I feel fool , lose, stupid and that I have no goal in my empty life …
Now I have to admission my terrible mistake in my life …
I was really stupid to never talk with my sisters and my brother … I really want to study in the USA from the beginning but I applying in my maid that my family will never let me go because of our habits … then I taken the decision that destroyed my life and made me a person with out any value …
Many people blamed me … because what I had done ..
And now I blaming my loser stupid self to never think in the positive side …
Now I will finish my last course in the high school and I still don't have any par allowing me to join the university …
It's really hard for me … and the most hardest part is my family that they economized many things for me but in the end I let-down them and I repaid them with this tragedy…
I really want to join the university to get a good job … but I know my family realized that I don't deserve the right to join the university…
So I'm really regretted of what I done and how I destroyed my life …
But I swear now if I get join the university how ever I'll never ever iteration my fault that I done in the high school…
This is my tragedy in my life ..i advice you all to never recommitting my fault to never destroy you're life
Thanx

موضوع: رد: MY FAULT... السبت يوليو 26, 2008 2:50 pm

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موضوع: رد: MY FAULT... الثلاثاء أغسطس 26, 2008 12:03 am

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